Sunday, December 03, 2006
=) thanks Daddy.the things You would do to put a smile on my face. (: woww You're really awesome.how You've brought me places is really through Divine Favour. thank You for placing me in the Camp Comm, Games Comm. (: it's like You really know how much all this means to me.even the simplest thing, like knowing i would be super bored with nothing to do these two weeks before camp, and just like *snap* that, You've placed me into the comittee.and now, i've got tonnes of things to do, and it's all things that i really enjoy doing! (: and i didn't even have to ask.thank You Daddy. i really appreciate all that You've done for me, all that You're going to continue doing. (:lovemany,Himesama.
/ long hot summer ;
Friday, December 01, 2006
day by day and hour by houryour love for me from heaven flowslike springs of water in the desertliving waters flowyou walk beside megently guidingleading me through every stormever lasting, never changinggrace and love divinemercy's healinggrace revealingevery spot and every stainforgiven freelyno more guiltylove has conquered shamethe broken mendednight has endedthe lost and lonelylost no morefor i am carriedin the armsof grace and love divinei am carried in the armsof grace and love divinei am held by hands of healingwashed by waters purelifting up my heavy heartheld in grace scarred handsi am carried in the armsof grace and love divinenever worthy, never earningall my works no left behindever onward, ever upwardyou've called me on to riseabove my darknessall my failureevery fear and every painalways carriedalways covered by grace and love divinei am carried in the arms
of grace and love divine
i am held by hands of healing
washed by waters pure
lifting up my heavy heart
held in grace scarred hands
i am carried in the arms
of grace and love divinei'm carried in the arms of grace and love divinei love how my cg broke the sound barrier last night(: but what excites me even more is that, it's just the beginning and there is so much more ahead. (: so much more.=) in fact, the youth ministry itself is taking leaps and bounds.we as youths shouldn't be letting the pastors and leaders be excited on our behalf, because how weird is it to have someone be excited for you?it's shortchanging yourself, like the example i shared with nic and jason on the way home.if it's my birthday and i'm gonna have a party, and nic is more excited about the party than i am about my birthday, he'd find the day even more enjoyable than i did even though it was MY birthday and not his.youths, arise, for now is the time(: rise up rise up.
/ long hot summer ;
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
(: sweet Jesus, my Vindicator.so people can say that i'm irresponsible, that i don't do my work, that i sit there all day doing nothing, that i've got no initiative. (:and yes, my colleagues can get pissed off on my behalf. and yes, i do understand why they feel the need for me to fight for my rights, for me to push and shove until people finally agree that i wasn't in the wrong.and yeah, i'm touched. cos it's amazing how Favour just found me wherever i was, where people whom i don't even know that well would give so much to fight for me, would feel sad that i was leaving.(: it was an awesome experience for me to go through, mostly because i saw in such a real way how my DADDY is my Vindicator.i've learnt how i have no need to actually fight for myself. that who cares what people think of me because the One thing that matters is what the Sweetest Almighty God, my Father, thinks of me. (:=) what can i say?vindicated.
/ long hot summer ;
Sunday, November 19, 2006
please don't talk to me as if you know everything. because you very well don't.
/ long hot summer ;
Saturday, November 11, 2006
woww. i was left speechless when i heard the song. i didn't know how to react. i was in shock. "how could it be?""i don't understand..""omg it can't be. did i hear correctly?"it was the same song. same tune. same words. same chords. "all i want is in You, all i want is in You.."i looked up with questioning eyes. "how could it be, Lord? how could it be?"and then He said, "hey(: I'm your God as much as i am His(: "yeayy. i surrender to You, Lord. all that i am, all that i have i give it to You. in Your presence i dwell, all that i am, all that i have it is in You.
/ long hot summer ;
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
fascinated by your beautycaptivated by your loveintoxicated by your gloryforever will not be enoughsaturated in Your mercyliberated by Your graceconcecrated to be holyforever i will seek Your face(: You are worthy my Sweetest.and so are you My princess.so this is our duet. (: which we will sing together for eternity.leave me speechless Dearie. i need You.
/ long hot summer ;
Thursday, November 02, 2006
(: reading your entry didn't make me as sad as it would have on any normal day, my dear cherri, and i thank you for that post, actually.go, go if you really want to. go.i'd push you there if i have to.and it's only my flesh holding on.cos in the end, i know it's just my flesh hoding back the greater things in store for us.(: so yes. go. because you want to.because you need to.because i need you to.because then i can take your place, as who you were to me, and who you were to the people, and i can and i shall start a new work.so go. though i'll miss you and i'll miss how it used to be, how you always had time for me and me and me.though i'll miss the times where i could be selfish and make you walk home with me just because i felt like it.though tears may fall and my flesh will find it hard, but deep within we know we're soaring, we know we've got nothing to hold us back from all that's ahead.so just go. (: and i'll be fine. no, really, i'll be fine.yes, our friendship can withstand the test of time. (: because we all go back to one best friend who's forever the same. (: now go. and don't look back. (:i love you suika. now go, and bless many more people. (: because Jesus can.
/ long hot summer ;
